Mesmerizing Twitchy.

Tick. Tock. Tick...and the time and the moment continue slipping away quietly. The one who rests their heart is able to hear it. Coming to the end of A-Levels, I questioned myself - What have I done? Needless to mention, academic skills - economy of scales, costings, integration & synergy, Stare Decisis, Res Extincta, counter argument straw man argument.... Oh hey, what am I crapping about? These are not even the main points in I've grasp in life! In the vast sea of choices, my paths was hurdled. BUT, pain is sometimes deserved. At the very least, it is sometimes a reasonable cost to bear for other things we value. 

If you're a little curious about my journey, I'd conclude with a smile, like literally. By neutralizing the mixtures :  time of sorrows + saccharine beam --- bittersweet smile. I've encountered many people. Be it 'good' or 'bad' by the way I define them. It doesn't matter whether is their intellectual-standard where people who I find we ain't merely getting along but able to communicate about spirituals and wildest dreams we expected. Yes, we are the bunch of daring to d-r-e-a-m and strive to make it r-e-a-l ! I'm still thriving through, the goal is an everlasting one. All I hoped for since day #1 is to make peace with each one of you guys.

I could never ever miss out participation from these people in my life! They're my seniors? Yes. They taught me something I could never learn from book? Yes! I could literally be myself in their presence. I'm pretty GRATEFUL that God sent these people to my life, enabling me to learn something bout God from em' and assisting me in studies. I couldn't ask for more because when I first joined in this campus, all I want is to simply complete my studies with flying colors without expecting amazing people. I could really flash a wide smile here.

Addition to the foregoing, I am indeed greatly blessed to have A friend who has a wide, saccharine beam, and tend to appear whenever I need a cheer or courage. The beam is sufficient to shine away one's gloomy spirit. The deformities, we have. I've made silly mistakes again and again before you, and you caught me. I'm totally curious about this strange timing. 

All in all, just hoping for plan reaching upon its fruition. I'm still a penguin in the camouflage of fatigue.